Healing the Spirit-Self

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Is it possible that every relationship,
every aspect of our lives are part of a
divinely crafted curriculum designed
specifically for our individual
soul development?

Firstly, physical life is very taxing on our spirit-self. Therefore, the spirit-self requires rest just as does our earth-suits.
And secondly... And I realize that this may be difficult for most to conceive of, but is a consistent theme within most of the various,
what I term "higher dimensional thought transference" materials that I've considered over the last 10 years. If you are unfamiliar
with such, then I highly recommend reading
(HERE) before you proceed.

"After consciousness (soul) initially enters a human body, it is fragmented into a physical, emotional, and mental spectrum of
perception and expression. From the day of (physical) birth onward, human consciousness is conditioned to adapt into, and
navigate within the limited three-dimensional, five-sensory context of the Earth. In effect, the soul purposely fragments its
consciousness in order to experience separation from wholeness..(aka...God...aka...unification)."

"The blueprint of exploration has an overarching intention; you are not the recipients of divine labor and meticulous training only to
ensure that you may enjoy endless bliss and eternal ease. There is a purpose of transcendent service concealed beyond the
horizon of the present universe age.

If I (the logos, higher-self/oversoul?) designed you to take you on an eternal excursion into nirvana, I certainly would not construct
your entire universe into one vast and intricate training school, requisition a substantial branch of my creation as teachers and
instructors, and then spend ages upon ages piloting you, one by one,

through this enormous universe school of experiential learning. The furtherance of the system of human progression is cultivated
by my will for the explicit purpose to merge the human species with other species from different universes." -

"There is one God, but within that God are many. There is one self, but within that self are many. There is one
body, in one time, but the self has other bodies in other times. All 'times' exist at once." -

If so, then it seems you/I/us/we are multi-dimensional beings having simultaneous experience, but are only able to comprehend
one awareness at a time of the many multi-faceted experiences.

So, if you are willing, then let the journey within begin;

"In a most miraculous fashion you are given the gift of creating your own experiences." Therefore;

"If you do not like the state of your world, it is you yourselves that must change, individually and in mass (collective
consciousness?). This is the only way that change will be effected." "The responsibility for your life and your world is indeed
yours....You form your own dreams and you form your own physical reality. The world is...the physical materialization of the inner
selves which you have formed."

"Your must honor yourselves and see within yourselves the spirit of eternal validity. You must honor all other individuals, because
within each is the spark of this validity." "Do not fall into the old ways that will lead you precisely into the world that you fear. There
is no man who hates but that hatred is reflected outward and made physical, and there is no man who loves but that love is
reflected outward and made physical."

"Now, if you realize that you create your physical reality through your own thoughts and desires, then you have learned the most
important aspects of reality. This is what you have been setting out to do in your other lives, in your past existences. The
realization of these truths nullifies any so-called "debts" from other lives. When you realize this and act upon it, there is no reason
for you to come back here again unless you want to.

Any of your difficulties in past lives were caused because you did not realize these basic truths. Your reincarnational pasts can
help you if you know of them. . .only if they make these truths evident to you, only if you learn from them. Otherwise, they exist
within you subconsciously-- and unconsciously, in any case." -

"Life experiences reflect how one interacts with God. Those who are asleep are those of little faith in terms of their interaction with
the creation. Some people think that the world exists for them to overcome or ignore or shut out. For those individuals, the worlds
will cease. They will become exactly what they give to life. They will become merely a dream in the "past." People who pay strict
attention to objective reality right and left, become the reality of the "Future."  -
The Wave Series Transcripts

"The only freedom you will ever have is already inside yourself." - Whitley Strieber

However, freedom will not come without effort on your part. Learn how to control your emotional state, as well as your physical
environments through your breath. Picture your-self releasing negative energies with each exhale, as all thought is creative based
only by the desire of your will.

When an individual self is truly able to know its-self within its other-self it has then become balanced.

"Questioner: Let me see if I have a wrong opinion here of the effect of disciplines of the personality. I was assuming that the
discipline of the personality to, shall we say, have a balanced attitude toward a single fellow entity would properly clear and
balance, to some extent, the orange-ray energy center. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. We cannot say that you speak incorrectly but merely less than completely. The disciplined personality, when faced
with an other-self, has all centers balanced according to its unique balance. Thusly the other-self looks in a mirror seeing its self.

Questioner: Let me make an analogy that I have just thought of. A seven-stringed musical instrument may be played by
deflecting each string a full deflection and releasing it producing notes. Instead of producing the notes this way the individual
creative personality could deflect each string the proper amount in the proper sequence producing music. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. In the balanced individual the energies lie waiting for the hand of the Creator to pluck harmony." -
The Law of One

"Why do you think the Media is so important to us?
You have (as a society), in your hypnotized comatose state, given your
free-will consent to the state your planet is in today. You saturate your minds with the unhealthy dishes served up for you on your
televisions that you are addicted to, violence, pornography, greed, hatred, selfishness, incessant 'bad news', fear and 'terror'.

This planet is the way it is because of your collective thoughts about it. You are complicit in your inaction, every time you 'look the
other way' when you see an injustice. Your 'thought' at the sub-conscious level of creation to the Creator, is your allowance of
these things to occur. In so doing, you are serving our purpose. We are very grateful." -

I can not stress this enough;
We, upon the subatomic level have/are co-created this reality. Therefore, the key to healing the
mind, body and the spirit-self is to balance your energy centers.

Because; "The minute you learn to respect and see both sides of the coin as equally good (all has purpose, every event, every
emotion and every other-self is your teacher, and once you realize this) you can enjoy both. You never hate anything. It is only a
matter of your understanding and acceptance. Then you enjoy everything in life. Everything! There is nothing that is terrible, bad
or negative in this life (but rather are just lessons for you to gleam).

Let us have the light of understanding. Accept things as they are, people as they are. Don't demand anything. Don't put
conditions: "Only when you do this does it prove that you love me." Rise above all this. Our attitude, our approach, our love should
be (without judgement), therefore unconditional.

Simply accept people for what they are, as they are. Learn to love everyone and everyone will love you, no doubt. Then, life is
worth living. The world becomes a heaven on earth for you" -
by Sri Swami Satchidananda

However, this does not mean that you must
align your-self with other-selves who continually cause you grief;

"Q: (A) I dislike them intensely. What is the other part?
A: Work related. Career direction related.

Q: (A) I also dislike my job. Is the other part of my physical problem, the fact that I see my job as a dead end?
A: Yes.

Q: (A) What can I do to correct this?
A: See the bigger picture.

Q: (A) I don't understand that. It is not clear enough for me.
A: Current events will mean little, eventually. "This too, shall pass."

Q: (A) Is one of the solutions to steer clear of P.'s family?
A: Then, all your life, you will need to "steer clear" of a lot of things. Better to learn to let "bad" things fall off your back, as in the
proverbial duck's water!

Q: (L) I don't understand. You told ME to avoid these people!
A: You react differently. (As in, you must change your internal perspective of the other-self)

Q: (L) Well... I can be around them... it doesn't bother me. I just don't choose to because I don't want their vibrations all over me.
(A) I don't have to talk to them, do I?
A: That is not the point. One does not need to let others bother them, if one can learn to regulate absorption. Not unsolvable.

Q: (A) How can I take steps to get to the point where I can deal with them, but not so that they make me sick? It is very difficult for
me to do this. It literally makes me sick.
A: Learn to laugh at that which currently disturbs you. After all, it is comical, when you think of it. Stop taking everything so

Q: (A) I always thought that I was able to deal with everything, but these people absolutely nauseate me. And, then I get mad at
myself because I react to them. Usually I wouldn't react to them. I would not even acknowledge their existence!
(L) What makes it so personal? They are so low on the evolutionary scale, that they don't even see their own evil. They think that
if anyone else sees the disgusting way they behave as wrong, that there is something wrong with that person, and not them!
A: Then, picture them as squawking dodo birds.

Q: (A) It is very difficult.
A: Not if you try." - The Wave Series Transcripts

While working with other recovering addicts;
I often quoted page 449 of the Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book;


“When I stopped living in the problem and began living in the solution, the problem went away.

Acceptance is the answer to all of my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing or
situation, some fact of my life - unacceptable to me, then I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing or situation
as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment.

Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in creation by mistake! Unless I accept life completely on life’s terms, I will not be happy
(content) with my life.

Therefore, I must concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed within me
and my attitudes.

We are all (fragments of the same whole) children of God and all have a right to be here.

I judged myself by my intentions, while the world was judging me by my actions.”

When I focus on what’s GOOD today, I have a GOOD day, and when I focus on what’s bad, I have a bad day.
God (The first to become self-aware?) did not create the world only for me."

"Q: (L) Was it karmically an error to direct light into someone else's living space without their permission?
A: Yes.

Q: (L) So, it is a judgment and a disservice to try to convert someone to your path, even if you perceive the end result of the path
they are on, that it leads to dissolution? It is still their path?
A: Yes.

Q: (L) And, if you send 'buckets of love and light' to such a one, and that is their path, you are violating their free will?
A: You might as well send "buckets" of vomit as that is how they will react.

Q: (MM) Why send anything? Just be neutral?
A: Judgment is STS. (Service-to-self)

Q: So, if you give love when you have not been asked, you are NOT giving?
A: You are taking, as usual.

Q: When you say you are ‘taking,’ what are you taking?
A: Energy, a la STS.

Q: How does it come that you are taking energy from someone by giving them love when not asked?
A: Because an STS vehicle does not learn to be an STO candidate by determining the needs of another.

Q: I don’t understand how that means you are taking energy?
A: Because the act is then one of self-gratification. If one “gives” where there is no request, therefore no need, this is a free will
violation! And besides, what other motivation could there possibly be in such a scenario?!? Think carefully and objectively about

Q: (A) But then, that would mean that all these people who are saying that we need just to love everything and everybody, are
right. They just be, and love, don’t do anything, just give everything to the Lizzies... they are right!
A: No, because motivation is STS.

Q: How is the motivation to love everything and everybody, and to just give, STS?
A: Feels good.

Q: So, they want to do it because it feels good?
A: Want is an STS concept. (Is why the ruling class teach their children not to want)

Q: So, you seem to be suggesting that the real trick is to just become non-attached to anything and anybody, do nothing, and just
dissolve into nothing? No thought, no want, no do, no be, no anything!
A: If you are STS, that does not fit, but, if you did exactly that, you would reincarnate in an STO realm, where such energy does fit.

Q: My thought would be that, in such a scenario, that if one gives love to someone who has not asked or requested, that it seems
to be a desire to change the other, i.e. a desire to control.
A: You got it!!

Q: So, when you seek to impose or exert influence of any kind, you are, in effect, trying to play God and taking it upon yourself to
decide that there is something wrong with the universe that it is up to you to fix, which amounts to judgment.
A: Yes, you see, one can advise, that is okay, but do not attempt to alter the lesson. You are not the architect of the lesson, but
rather are the student." -
The Waves Series Transcripts

Therefore, it is a violation to place our perceived expectations upon an other-selves unless invited. Such self-will forced upon an
other-self distorts light, thus becomes service-to-self. One may have, so called "good intentions" desiring to "share the light" with
the other-self, however if other-self has no desire for "good intentions" it violates the other-selves' free-will.

It is much like saying "I'm praying for you to change your mind in order to come to my belief system so you, too, can be saved". It
may not be the will of the one being prayed for to be "saved". Thus, is telling Prime Creator you are in error and must be "saved".

Do you, my reader understand? We must learn to allow each other-self their own choices in order for the other-self to learn the
many lessons the other-self is here to learn, rather than trying to project our will upon the other-self.

The Higher my Expectations, the Lower my Serenity:

When we expect other-selves to behave the way that we wish them to, we not only cause grief (karmic entanglement) for our-
selves, but for the other-self. Therefore, allow the other-self to behave however they choose to behave. Accept others as they
are, and however they behave. Do not expect a thank you when you do kind or helpful things for other-selves, expect other-selves
are going to do whatever they wish and not what you wish for them to do.

If their way stops working to gain what they desire, they may ask you why their way is not working. Then, and only then has your
opinion been invited. If you do not like the way an other-self behaves, decide what it is they desire of you and simply do not give it
to them as their reward.

The Serenity Prayer;

"God (as you understand such a concept) grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change. Give me the courage to
change the things I can, and give me the wisdom to know the difference."

Many individuals have found that the key to healing the spirit-self is to work with a frequently mentioned concept within the
Edger Cayce material: "Spirit is the life, mind is the builder, and the physical is the result;

In order to accomplish this first take a sheet of paper and draw three columns. Label the first, "My Spiritual Ideal"; label the
second,"My Mental Attitudes"; and label the third, "My Physical Activities." Although we're encouraged to choose a challenging
spiritual ideal, it's recommended that the spiritual ideal we choose be something we can understand, work with, and see
progressively manifesting in our lives.

Ultimately, a spiritual ideal is the highest "spiritual" quality or attainment that we could hope to have motivating us in our lives right
now. For some, this might be the pattern set by Jesus, for others it might be a quality such as "love." In order to really begin
working with ideals, however, we should choose that quality or attribute that is currently missing or lacking in our own life in our
relationships with others.

For example, perhaps we may find that we need to be more "patient" or more "forgiving" or more "understanding" in our interaction
with other people. Ideals grow and change as we do, so it's important to pick something with which we can really begin to work.

For this exercise, let's say that our spiritual ideal is currently going to be "forgiveness," so forgiveness would be written under the
first column labeled, "My Spiritual Ideal."

Under the second column, we need to begin listing "My Mental Attitudes," those attitudes which will help build that spirit of
forgiveness into our relationships with others and with ourselves. Perhaps we'll decide "compassion" is an attitude we want to work
toward in relation to a frustrating parent; maybe "openness" is the mental attitude we want to begin holding in mind in regard to a
child with whom we've been having difficulty; and possibly "patience" best describes that attitude we need to use within our-self.

Our ideals chart should list all the people in our lives with whom we need to exercise this spiritual ideal of forgiveness plus the
positive mental attitudes suggesting how we'll begin working with each one.

The third column is the most detailed. It's the place we can write out all those physical activities we'll begin doing in relationship to
specific individuals. "My Physical Activities" should simply reflect the mental attitudes we're holding in relationship to our spiritual
ideal. For example, in the case of our-self and the mental attitude of "patience," perhaps each of the following would be
appropriate activities to help "build" that same attitude:

"Stop saying (or even thinking) 'I can't'; Make a list of every instance where you have been forgiven for something. Begin
praying that I will have the determined endurance to go forward, etc. Each attitude and person should have next to it a list of
multiple activities with which we'll be working. Our activities can map out ways to bring this spiritual ideal into the material world.

We'll know that progress has been made with our spiritual ideal when the mental attitude on the ideals sheet becomes our usual
state of mind and the physical activity listed becomes our automatic and natural response. As we really begin to work with ideals,
making them a part of who we are, we can then choose a more challenging direction, a brighter North Star toward which we can
point our lives. The important thing is to work with our ideals, for by working with them we'll discover what it is we need to be doing,
and we'll no longer have to concern our-self with the timing." - Unknown

Here are further thoughts to consider;

“Despite what "appears" to being going on in "the world at large," how loving and harmonious are your personal relationships?

Remember that this realm of consciousness is your mirror casting back at you the reflection of that which you have projected into
it. How many arguments do you find your-self engaging in? Is there bitterness and acrimony within the ranks? Do you look at other-
selves and think about how you would like to change them? Or, do you love them, and accept them as they are?

Loving and accepting someone, for who they are is known as Unconditional Love which is an unknown trait while in our current
fragmentation that one must discover within. Therefore, balancing compassion and wisdom appears to be part of our next phase
of our development. However, now Is a good time to get a head start. Now, loving and accepting someone as they are, does not
mean accepting their abusive behavior. But, it does mean accepting the person and the person's behavior. The behavior is not
"who they are", the soul within is who they are.

The quality of your relationships, is an excellent mirror from which to gauge the quality of your output. Or, in other words, that
which you are creating. Do you look at a person and concentrate to a greater or lesser extent upon the things that you dislike
about them and wish would change, or the qualities that you like and admire in them?

Remember that all thought, word, and deed is creative. Therefore, you get back exactly what you send out. So, when you send out
the thought; Why is she so hard to live with? Why is he always behaving like this?

Ask yourself, what exactly are you doing? Now focus here, as this is so obvious, you could miss it. And in fact, most do.

Take away the "question" from your sentence, and essentially, you are saying: "She is so hard to live with". "He is always behaving
like this". Do you see what you are doing? Again remember that all thought is creative.. You have just created the very behaviour
in that person, that you wish to change. Simply because you do not understand the Law of Radiation and Attraction.

Now, try an experiment:

Take someone in your life, that you love, but sometimes have trouble getting along with. Think about the thoughts you have
projected about that person. The Negative thoughts. Ask yourself, does the behavior that you do not like in that person, in any
way correspond to the thoughts you have been having about them? If you're honest with yourself, it's a strong bet that it does.

Sure, they must have behaved that way in the first place, to make you notice that you didn't like it, but, we all have off days
sometimes. The more you focus on that behavior, the more you are going to see of it. It's just Life, doing what it does, and
conforming to your expectations about the way it will be for you.

Now, having recognized this, what will you do about it?

Simply notice your Negative thoughts as they arise, literally, "catch yourself" as you are having them. And then, simply change
your perspective. Focus instead, about the things you like about this person. How you love their smile, the sound of their happy
laughter; the way they do such and such nice thing, how helpful and loving they can be. Keep putting those positive thoughts out.
Persevere, as you may have a bit of negative work to undo first, but just keep catching yourself, and focusing on the positive..

Then prepare yourself for an "almost magical" transformation of your circumstances.

Always monitor your thoughts, and pay attention to their Quality; because what you think about is directly related to what you will
see around you, and what Life will show you. It is the difference between conscious, and subconscious Creation.” -
claims to be a physical incarnation of the social memory complex that calls its-self "Lucifer" claiming to have the duty of being our
potentiator/catalyst. Our duty is to utilize the catalyst provided us.

The Law of One and The Catalyst;

"Questioner: I
was wondering if there is a programming of experiences that causes an individual to get certain catalysts in his
daily life. For instance, as we go through our daily life there are many things which we can experience. We can look at these
experiences as occurring by pure chance or by a conscious design of our own such as making appointments or going places. I
was wondering if there was a behind-the-scenes, as you might call it, programming of catalyst to create the necessary experiences
for more rapid growth in the case of some entities. Does this happen?
Ra: I am Ra. We believe we grasp the heart of your query. Please request further information if we are not correct.

The incarnating entity which has become conscious of the incarnative process and thus programs its own experience may choose
the amount of catalyst or, to phrase this differently, the number of lessons which it will undertake to experience and to learn from in
one incarnation.

This does not mean that all is predestined, but rather that there are invisible guidelines shaping events which will function
according to this programming. Thus if one opportunity is missed another will appear until the, shall we say, student of the life
experience grasps that a lesson is being offered and undertakes to learn it.

Questioner: Then these lessons would be reprogrammed, you might say, as the life experience continues. Let’s say that an entity
develops the bias that he actually didn’t choose to develop prior to incarnation. It is then possible to program experiences so that
he will have an opportunity to alleviate this bias through balancing. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is precisely correct.

Questioner: Thank you. From this I would extrapolate to the conjecture that the orientation in mind of the entity is the only thing
that is of any consequence at all. The physical catalyst that he experiences, regardless of what is happening about him, will be a
function strictly of his orientation in mind. I will use as an example (example deleted) this being a statement of the orientation in
mind governing the catalyst. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. We prefer not to use any well-known examples, sayings, or adages in our communications to you due to the
tremendous amount of distortion which any well-known saying has undergone. Therefore, we may answer the first part of your
query asking that you delete the example.

It is completely true to the best of our knowledge that the orientation or polarization of the mind/body/spirit complex is the cause of
the perceptions generated by each entity. Thus a scene may be observed in your grocery store. The entity ahead of self may be
without sufficient funds.

One entity may then take this opportunity to steal. Another may take this opportunity to feel itself a failure. Another may
unconcernedly remove the least necessary items, pay for what it can, and go about its business. The one behind the self,
observing, may feel compassion, may feel an insult because of standing next to a poverty-stricken person, may feel generosity,
may feel indifference.

Do you now see the analogies in a more appropriate manner?

I think that I do. Then from this I will extrapolate the concept which is somewhat more difficult because as you have
explained before, even fourth-density positive has the concept of defensive action, but above the level of fourth-density the
concept of defensive action is not in use. The concept of defensive action and offensive action are very much in use in our
present density.

I am assuming that if an entity is polarized strongly enough in his thought in a positive sense that defensive action is not going to
be necessary for him because the opportunity to apply defensive action will never originate for him. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is unknowable. In each case, as we have said, an entity able to program experiences may choose the number
and the intensity of lessons to be learned. It is possible that an extremely positively oriented entity might program for itself
situations testing the ability of self to refrain from defensive action even to the point of the physical death of self or other-self. This
is an intensive lesson and it is not known, shall we say, what entities have programmed. We may, if we desire, read this
programming (of this particular group). However, this is an infringement and we choose not to do so.

Questioner: In previous communications you have spoken of the mind/body/spirit complex totality. Would you please give us a
definition of the mind/body/spirit complex totality?
Ra: I am Ra. There is a dimension in which time does not have sway. In this dimension, the mind/body/spirit in its eternal dance of
the present may be seen in totality, and before the mind/body/spirit complex which then becomes a part of the social memory
complex is willingly absorbed into the allness of the One Creator, the entity knows itself in its totality.

This mind/body/spirit complex totality functions as, shall we say, a resource for what you perhaps would call "The Higher Self".The
higher-self, in turn, is a resource for examining the distillations of third-density experience and programming further experience.
This is also true of densities four, five, and six with the mind/body/spirit complex totality coming into consciousness in the course of
seventh density.

Questioner: Then would the mind/body/spirit complex totality be responsible for programming changes in catalyst during a third-
density experience of the mind/body/spirit complex so that the proper catalyst would be added, shall we say, as conditions for the
complex changed during third-density experience?
Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The Higher Self, as you call it, that is, that self which exists with full understanding of the
accumulation of experiences of the entity, aids the entity in achieving healing of the experiences which have not been learned
properly and assists as you have indicated in further life experience programming, as you may call it.

The mind/body/spirit complex totality is that which may be called upon by the Higher Self aspect just as the mind/body/spirit
complex calls upon the Higher Self. In the one case you have a structured situation within the space/time continuum with the
Higher Self having available to it the totality of experiences which have been collected by an entity and a very firm grasp of the
lessons to be learned in this density.

The mind/body/spirit complex totality is as the shifting sands and is in some part a collection of parallel developments of the same
entity. This information is made available to the Higher Self aspect. This aspect may then use these projected
probability/possibility vortices in order to better aid in what you would call future life programming.

Questioner: Could you give an example of how an entity sets up a condition for attracting a particular experiential catalyst and
how that catalyst then is provided or is learned.
Ra: I am Ra. We paused to scan (name’s) consciousness to use its experiential catalyst as example. We may proceed.

This is one instance and extrapolation may be made to other entities which are aware of the process of evolution. This entity
chose, before incarnation, the means whereby catalyst had great probability of being obtained. This entity desired the process of
expressing love and light without expecting any return. This entity programmed also to endeavor to accomplish spiritual work and
to comfort itself with companionship in the doing of this work.

Agreements were made prior to incarnation; the first, with the so-called parents and siblings of this entity. This provided the
experiential catalyst for the situation of offering radiance of being without expectation of return. The second program involved
agreements with several entities. These agreements provided and will provide, in your time/space and space/time continuum,
opportunities for the experiential catalyst of work and comradeship.

There are events which were part of a program for this entity only in that they were possibility/probability vortices having to do with
your societal culture. These events include the nature of the living or standard of living, the type of relationships entered into in
your legal framework, and the social climate during the incarnation. The incarnation was understood to be one which would take
place at harvest.

These givens, shall we say, apply to millions of your peoples. Those aware of evolution and desirous in the very extreme of
attaining the heart of love and the radiance which gives understanding no matter what the lessons programmed: they have to do
with other-selves, not with events: they have to do with giving, not receiving, for the lessons of love are of this nature both for
positive and negative. Those negatively harvestable will be found at this time endeavoring to share their love of self.

There are those whose lessons are more random due to their present inability to comprehend the nature and mechanism of the
evolution of mind, body, and spirit. Of these we may say that the process is guarded by those who never cease their watchful
expectation of being of service. There is no entity without help, either through self-awareness of the unity of creation or through
guardians of the self which protect the less sophisticated mind/body/spirit from any permanent separation from unity while the
lessons of your density continue."

The waves Series Transcripts and the Karmic Tail;

(Laura) Well, I DID think that all the care I had taken in talking time to explain things to them (Her kids), and being open with
them, sharing with them; the sacrifices and suffering they are aware of, that there would be less of that sort of thing. I guess I am
living in an illusion here...
A: It is far more complex than that. Even in the most open, loving environments, karma threads its needle. It is not possible to
control one’s fate unless one is familiar with all, all of the energies involved. At 3rd density, you do not possess all of the tools,
which are born of a higher understanding. It is somewhat akin to taking a shower while donning a raincoat!!

Q: Any special word of wisdom for dealing with my son, or all of my children, at the moment?
A: On the very lowest rung of the ladder of navigation.

Q: Are you talking about me?
A: More or less. It is a blow for third densities to see their best laid plans go awry.

Q: So, you are saying that any and all of my plans for my children should just be chucked out the window and I should just forget it?
A: No, of course not!! But, “your plans,” negates the acceptance of the fact that their souls have “plans” of their own!"

Wes Penre does an excellent job of describing the dynamics of karma (HERE)

Do you now understand how we, working with our counsellor-self (Higher-self) pre-program each experience in order to meet
our goals before each incarnation into physical mass, and that our counsellor-self continues to place the catalyst/exciter in our
path as a stumbling block until we no longer trip over it? And will continue to place such in our path acting as a tester to see if the
lesson has been learnt?

Fear & Knowledge/Love;

Are the true foundations for all human emotions.

Fear provokes all the negative human emotions known. Therefore, if fear is allowed it then becomes the driving force in the
human heart Therefore, fear is, if we allow it, the enslaver. Yet can also be the catalyst that allows change in thoughts and
behavior. Whereas, knowledge is the healer of all.

According to the material found in
The Law of One and The Wave Series Transcripts, traumas from past incarnations often
spill over into the next. Therefore, it appears that we are, not only in need of healing from this incarnation, but also from previous
incarnations, that only our subconscious self is aware of.

If the spirit-self is out of balance, it causes blockage of the mind and the body systems. We often seek medical treatments to
relieve the symptoms caused, rather than seeking to balance the energy field that is who we are, rather than the illusion we think
we are.

For some, religion plays a key role to aid in the healing process, but here again, if our system is out-of-balance all the religion one
can know is only going to aid us just so far, as religion can only clean the outside of the cup.

If we better understand how this system works, how it is wired we can then begin the healing process. Following is a series of
videos that helped me to better understand the physics which govern the creation as described within The Law of One material;

Vortex Energies Video series (HERE)

It has been discovered; that humans have some 64 various energy receptors. However, only around 21 of them are currently
active at this stage of our development (more may become active after 2012).

But why? What has happened? According to The Law of One and other related material, we are currently having a limited
awareness within what some term "The Forgetting Zone". Science has shown evidence of this. However, it has yet to realize what it

Fear is a negative energy (low in its frequency range) that moves rather slowly along our receptors, but in a wide spectrum.
Therefore,as it runs along our energy corridor, it fires only on a few of our receptors. Whereas, knowledge (true love) vibrates at a
much higher frequency that moves more rapidly and in a much tighter wave spectrum, thus engages more of our receptors along
its path.

Resentments & Forgiveness

The Wave Series Transcripts and the Art of Forgiveness;

"A: People are not portals!!!
 They are only  victims of the things that come through the portals. When you concentrate on the
people as portals, you falsely direct negative energy upon the soul units themselves. Is rather like treating acne with the therapy to
be found in a shotgun!

Q: (L) What is the appropriate response when you are in a situation and you know that the person is being victimized, yes, by the
forces coming through the portal, but their victimization is causing you a great deal of problems? What is the appropriate response
A: How do you view those afflicted with disease? Do you throw rocks at them?!?

Q: (L) Well, no, you don't throw rocks at them...
A: What do you do, then?

Q: (L) Well, a person with a disease: you send or take them to a doctor (Just stay away from AMA trained snake oil salesmen) or
suggest that they go to a doctor to discover the diagnosis of the disease, to obtain medicine, to either relieve the symptoms or
cure the disease.
A: Bingo!

Q: (L) We are talking about people who won't even admit they have a disease! How do you tell someone to go to a doctor when
they don't think they are sick? Most people do NOT believe that they are subject to control or manipulation from other densities!
You have told a number of people that they were going to be subjected to attack and manipulation and they have blithely said 'Oh,
there is nothing in our lives that would permit that.
A: Denial is not incurable until you give up. Patience combined with kind invitations to participate in the learning process eventually
allows the victim to awaken, thus to be open to cure. This helps you to build the "army" you seek. Isolation cures nothing. Thereby
stifling progress, as any and all will ultimately be seen as "portals." Rather like "spinning one's wheels," yes?

Q: (L) So, in other words, you are saying I should remain married to my husband, I should have SV and other disruptive and
destructive people over here constantly to 'participate' in the learning process?
A: The point is not to rigidly adhere to specific lifestyles, nor maintain exact patterning of behavior, merely to not close doors
completely and permanently."

The Law of One and the Art of Forgiveness:

You stated yesterday that forgiveness is the eradicator of karma. I am assuming that balanced forgiveness for the
full eradication of karma would require forgiveness not only of other-selves but also the forgiveness of self. Am I correct?
Ra: I am Ra. You are correct. We will briefly expand upon this understanding in order to clarify. Forgiveness of other-self is
forgiveness of self. An understanding of this insists upon full forgiveness upon the conscious level of self and other-self, for they
are one. A full forgiveness is thus impossible without the inclusion of self.

Questioner:  Would you define karma?
Ra: I am Ra. Our understanding of karma is that which may be called inertia. Those actions which are put into motion will continue
using the ways of balancing until such time as the controlling or higher principle which you may liken unto your braking or stopping
is invoked. This stoppage of the inertia of action may be called forgiveness. These two concepts are inseparable.

Questioner: If an entity develops what is called karma in an incarnation, is there then programming that sometimes occurs so that
he will experience catalysts that will enable him to get to a point of forgiveness thereby alleviating the karma?
Ra: I am Ra. This is, in general, correct. However, both self and any involved other-self may, at any time through the process of
understanding, acceptance, and forgiveness, ameliorate these patterns. This is true at any point in an incarnative pattern. Thus
one who has set in motion an action may forgive itself and never again make that error. This also brakes or stops what you call

Questioner: I will attempt to make an analogy. If an animal, shall I say, a bull, in a pen attacks you because you have wandered
into his pen, you get out of his way rapidly but you do not blame him. You do not have much of an emotional response other than
the response that he might damage you.

However, if you encounter another self in his territory and he attacks you, your response may be more of an emotional nature
creating physical bodily responses. Am I correct in assuming that when your response to the animal and to the other-self is that of
seeing both as Creator and loving both and understanding their action in attacking you is the action of their free will then you have
balanced yourself correctly in this area? Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is basically correct. However, the balanced entity will see in the seeming attack of an other-self the causes of
this action which are, in most cases, of a more complex nature than the cause of the attack of the second-density bull as was your
example. Thus this balanced entity would be open to many more opportunities for service to a third-density other-self.

Questioner: Would a perfectly balanced entity feel any emotional response in being attacked by the other-self?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. The response is love.

Questioner: In the illusion that we now experience it is difficult to maintain this response especially if the attack results in physical
pain, but I assume that this response should be maintained even through physical pain or loss of life. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct and further is of a major or principle importance in understanding, shall we say, the principle of
balance. Balance is not indifference but rather the observer not blinded by any feelings of separation but rather fully imbued with

The Forgetting

Much like the Absent-minded Professor, we co-create the lesson plan then forget the plan in order to learn the lesson within the

"Questioner: Can you expand on the concept which is that it is necessary for an entity, during incarnation in the physical as we
know it, to become polarized or interact properly with other entities and why this isn’t possible in between incarnations when the
entity is aware of what he wants to do. Why must he come into an incarnation and lose conscious memory of what he wants to do
and then act in a way in which he hopes to act?
Ra: I am Ra. Let us give the example of the man who sees all the poker hands. He then knows the game. It is but child’s play to
gamble, for it is no risk. The other hands are known. The possibilities are known and the hand will be played correctly but with no

In time/space and in the true color green density, the hands of all are open to the eye. The thoughts, the feelings, the troubles, all
these may be seen. There is no deception and no desire for deception. Thus much may be accomplished in harmony but the
mind/body/spirit gains little polarity from this interaction.

Let us re-examine this metaphor and multiply it into the longest poker game you can imagine, a lifetime. The cards are love, dislike,
limitation, unhappiness, pleasure, etc. They are dealt and re-dealt and re-dealt continuously. You may, during this incarnation
begin—and we stress begin—to know your own cards. You may begin to find the love within you. You may begin to balance your
pleasure, your limitations, etc. However, your only indication of other-selves’ cards is to look into the eyes.

You cannot remember your hand, their hands, perhaps even the rules of this game. This game can only be won by those who lose
their cards in the melting influence of love, can only be won by those who lay their pleasures, their limitations, their all upon the
table face up and say inwardly: “All, all of you players, each other-self, whatever your hand, I love you.” This is the game: to know,
to accept, to forgive, to balance, and to open the self in love. This cannot be done without the forgetting, for it would carry no
weight in the life of the mind/body/spirit being-ness totality."

Now we see how viewing others as separate from our-self is not only unproductive, but is an incorrect belief system that
creates such negative emotions as fear and resentments, that not only make us physically sick, but spiritually sick because both  
are inner connected. Therefore, if we begin to change our belief system, we then begin to view others as another expression of
our-self preventing us from blaming another, because the other does not exist, per se, but rather is a reflection of our-self acting
as catalyst teaching or testing us.

From this prospective it does make it rather difficult to get pissed off at another once you realize the other-self is another version
of you.

You have heard it said, "Judge not, and you shall not be judged." Therefore, if you judge another, you are only judging your own-
self? Which, from this perspective is rather foolish.

Our perception of our life;

"Can take different forms. We can see life as a blessing or a curse, as difficult or easy, as fun or a struggle. We hope for the good
to continue indefinitely and for the difficult times to pass as quickly as possible. Because of our tendency is to look at life from the
point of what is happening and focus on the events we often miss the bigger picture, which is how each event and person
contributes to the whole. In essence we look at what is happening in terms of the past instead of how it contributes to a new and
different aspect of our ever-changing reality.

Our spiritual journey is about transformation, about changing what we know and how we do things. It is about creating something
new and different, about creating a new paradigm instead of fixing the old one.

There was a time when changing our life situation or who we were was close to impossible. We were ruled by destiny, not by
possibility. A person was born into a certain place in their life and they could never hope to be different. So a person born into a
family of farmers would never be anything but a farmer.

Or one born into a family of merchants would become a merchant. While we have progressed socially, it has taken some time for
our minds and perceptions to catch up to the possibility of the opportunities that are available to us. We know that we can do
whatever we want but do we really believe it? Sometimes it takes a transforming event to show us that and those events happen in
such a way that we can see them as confirmation of our inability instead of our potential.

A transforming event occurs when a change is forced upon us and we must re-assess our choices and our possibilities. This could
manifest as the loss of a job, relationship or life situation that we had assumed would be around until we were ready to let it go.

Or the opportunity for transformation may appear in the form of a situation that we have not wanted to deal with for a long time and
we are suddenly forced to face it. This is transformation at work, an opportunity for us to create a new form for our reality, a new
way of being. What we do with that information will define whether transformation and change can occur or whether we will
continue on the same path.

A key to working with transformation is how much we believe in, honor and love ourselves. Whether we believe that we deserve the
best and highest good determines how we perceive the situation that has suddenly appeared before us. Do we see a new
beginning or yet another crisis that we must somehow manage? Do we try to fit the change into our current reality or are we aware
of other opportunities? As with any aspect of our reality, what we allow ourselves to see determines the energy that we will work

Transforming events do not happen by accident. They occur when we, either consciously or unconsciously, create them. Our
unconscious desires for more peace, joy and happiness can bring change into our life, even if we are afraid of those changes on
a conscious level. These urges can be so strong that our heart will step in when our mind is in denial and bring the changes about
for us. The greater our dissatisfaction with where we are in life, the greater is our request for change. The greater our fear of
transformation the more difficult the process will be for us. Joy is our natural state of being and anything that has to occur to get us
there will happen.

Part of our spiritual journey is to learn to live in the joy, peace and unconditional love that is our natural spiritual state of being.
Misery is not the human condition, we just think that it is. As we commit to our spiritual path reconnecting to the energy of joy is
another task that we are charged with. Whether we consciously agree to it or not, the Universe will bring to our attention every
aspect of our reality that is in conflict with this natural state of being and the transforming events that will allow us to change them.

If we remember that we have complete control over every aspect of our reality then we can make self-affirming choices when faced
with events whose purpose is to help us change our reality. If not, then we see these events as confirmation of our powerlessness
and feel helpless. We are supposed to be living ‘in joy’ all of the time. And we will have opportunities to change anything that does
not resonate at that frequency. Transforming events can be magical, exciting times when we step into our power and create the
life we have been wishing for. Use the energy of transformation in this way and change will become your sidekick instead of your
enemy and your journey will be miraculous, fun and joyful." -

Enjoy your journey,

is the art of learning to perceive your own-self within the other-self as the reflection of the oneness residing within us all.
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