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3D earth is a realm designed to allow choice, a place to explore the endless possibilities.
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The few who read the information on this website will hear a bell ring. Most will hear a door slamming shut:
Why is it that most people close their minds when faced with the unknown rather than seeking to know? Allow me to
explain; For most Santa must exist and they must, either wear
the ruby slippers of the service-to-self hierarchical
saviorship drama or mix quinine with eye of gnute...then shake it three times over their head in a burlap sack while saying
three Hail Marys, and all while ingesting unleavened bread and grape juice in order to
move into heaven (Kansas).

Most are called, yet only the few will follow the many underlined links on this website in order to begin to understand the
primary goal of the
multi-cultural symbiotic process that we, as a group soul are currently involved in. Therefore, If
you have difficultly maintaining enough focus to read this entire page, or you just don't "get it", nor have desire to do so,
then your time has not yet come to see through physical sensate. If so, what is stated here will seem so profound, so
overwhelmingly untrue that you will not allow your-self to even consider the concepts presented on this website, and
rightly so.
(“All in due time, my pretty, all in due time.”)

However, for those few who are truly ready to pull back the curtain.... You have realized that a multi-dimensional battle
of wills is being waged through us and that our DNA (The operating system, our now dormant pineal gland is the up link)
became distorted at the time of our fall/devolution
(Tornado) which created an alignment with the fear-based hierarchal
service-to-self (STS) orientation.
(Known within the Abrahamic persuasion as the Devil)

This fear-based alignment then created a veil separating our beingness from the still small voice (Auntie Em) of the eternal
universal consciousness
(God/Neutron/Macrocosm) within each of us (the electrons or microcosms of that macrocosm which
completes the atom or whole unit.)
This distortion then causes those whom are fully aligned with this orientation to become
fearful towards insight gleamed from outside
(anti-matter) of the space/time continuum. Thus, the birthing of the fearful
selfish separate-self, hence; spiritual darkness fell upon the earth.

If you wish to win the battle being waged from without, firstly you must learn how to win the battle being waged from within
your own-self, for this is the root cause of every battle being waged without.

Therefore, if you are one of those few who've come to a point in your life where the information we receive through the
Piscean media within this STS realm of consciousness
(Oz) does not resonate as reality, this may be an indication that
you are beginning to allow your-self to see past the veil. As was foretold by one of the most well known of the service to
the other-self
(STO) physical manifestations that most call "Jesus" (worldly Christian's ruby slippers) hoped to convey
through the STS filtering system; you/I//us/we are the evidence of a shifting paradigm in conscious awareness, a lifting of
the veil which slowly begins to end the spiritual amnesia which created the need for the pacifier that is religion.  

I do not claim to be an authority on any subject matter. I am a seeker on the path, the fool whom swims against the
current of conformity, an awaking sovereign integral,
a pre-324 A.D. Christian, a participating observer, a possible
wanderer. In my estimation EVERYTHING within 3D realms of consciousness is speculation, all is open for debate and
evidence is not proof of anything simply because of our limited perspective. The "Fact" is, there are no 3D facts, but
rather are our various interpretations of events that we perceive to have witnessed, have heard of or read about through
the experiences/interpretations of the other-self. This is why
SOME of my readers will notice that I use (?) question
marks
often on this website. Just as life is religion, religion then holds much paradox to untangle.

It is my free-will choice to place links to various materials and to write my interpretations within the many pages of this
website, but is your free-will choice to read or not to read the material. If you wish to "lean upon your own understanding",
this is your free-will choice and I will honor your choice, as even intelligent infinity will not violate free-will directive #1;
Allow all thought forms
(people) to believe whatever they wish to believe. Therefore, our mental free-will can not be
abridged, unless we oblige. Yet, it appears that most, if not all have allowed their free-will abridgment at various degrees.

Much like a multi-fascist diamond, each page of this website consists of interlocking pieces to a comic puzzle that is
updated almost daily to reflect my own transmutation as I spend my free time searching for congruent perspectives within
realms of consciousness (Glenda) residing within the octave just below the unified field of consciousness. Within the
framework of this website are many links to various texts for those who enjoy reading and videos & podcasts for the 97%
of those who do not.

I challenge you to put any preconceived notions that you may have aside, thus easing your mind of the endless dogmatic
clutter, all the service-to-self
(Witch of the West) distortions within lower realms of consciousness in order to take in all you
can on this website. My goal is not to tell you what my opinions are, but rather to provide the catalyst that creates the "ah
ha!" moment which began Alice's adventure down the proverbial rabbit hole that facilitates consideration of realities
currently distorted by STS belief systems.

However, I realize that most people are currently programmed into the fear-based saviorship drama not realizing the
modus operandi of such belief systems and how such are purposely distorted in order to create fear around the 12-21-
2012 event
(keep in mind that the Maya were not governed by the Gregorian calender system that we use today, therefore the winter
solstice at end of 2012 may not be the end/beginning of
a baktun) and to maintain the separatism mentality that is created by
religion, which then creates bias, prejudice, mistrust, warring and the wishful thinking which causes the admirer of such
belief systems to believe only what they desire to believe, as we truly are the co-creators of our own reality.

Therefore, by use of free-will we are each capable of creating a predetermined reality which then causes distortion which
then restricts the flow of intelligent infinity
. And intelligent infinity is knowledge, and true knowledge is true love in its purist
form, and is
NOT within human chemical gland secretions which create human emotions. Human emotions are created by
electrical impulses occurring within a vacuum
(separate) that are not interfaced (unified) with the rest of creation.

Therefore, whether be sold under the brand name New Age Love & Light, Scientology, Wiccan, Judaism, Muslim,
Mormon, Christian, Catholic, Protestant, Puritan, Anglican, even Democrat or Republican etc... what began as
way-shower
(reminder) lost its way becoming a distortion in the form of a mind prison of intolerance which keeps the
simpleton locked within the black hole of willful ignorance, thus constantly warring with the other-self;

"When there is ignorance, there is no opportunity" -
The Law of One. And "when one has been indoctrinated by religion,
culture and/or science, they are predisposed to view all things in the sense of the measurable physical reality exclusively."
And "Once one understands that all there is is lessons to be learnt, this one no longer searches for the non-existent and
unnecessary, safety net."
(The Ruby Slippers are a diversion) "When energy is no longer needed to support the illusion (of
separation from the whole/God)
it is then available for knowledge and awareness." - The Wave Series Transcripts

"Those who know not that they are one, act not as one. Those who act not as one, create not love, but rather suffering
and disharmony. What you create, you receive. Therefore, the fruits of your acts will follow your days". -
Zain, a remnant
of the Children of The Law of One.

"There is one God, but within that God are many. There is one self, but within that self are many. There is one body, in
one time, but the self has other bodies in other times. All 'times' exist at once." -
Seth

Thusly, my understanding of a "God" concept is a Prime Creator (macrocosm) acting as a vehicle dragging a chain.
You/I/us/we are the sparks
(microcosm) that the dragging chain creates as Prime Creator learns of its full potential
manifesting and expressing its-self vicariously through its many-ness within the cosmic drama of its desire. Therefore,
mankind's only enemy is his own ignorance of such.

However, one of the most beautiful aspects of free-will is that each individual is allowed a-god-of-their-own-understanding.
Yet, as one transcends the crusaders STS hierarchal barriers and peers into the eyes of one's Creator, this one then
realizes that creation and creator are one in the same. And that, the only "sin" is within one's desire to seek the difference
in the other-self, rather than the one constant similarity; the divine spark within each fragment of the whole.

And, within the crusader's STS fear-based hierarchical chain-of-command, by design, there are as many various ideals
regarding who and what "God" is as there are people to consider such a concept. Therefore, it is
not my intention to
change your religious philosophies because such belief systems are nothing more than creative energies that dissipate
as paradigms shift causing our reality to progressively reunify with universal consciousness.

With that all stated; now consider, if you are willing; that this world appears to have lost its way, seems confused as
most maintain the "go along to get along" mentality that is filled with the "know it all" self-aggrandizement elitism
(Witch of
the West
). Therefore, are the separate-self that is unwilling to listen in order to learn. Thus, desires to be teacher rather
than student. The separate-self, i.e. service-to-self
(STS) is the self-absorbent black hole, the egocentric psychopathic,
psychic vampirism polarity that drafts the energy field from the other-self in order to maintain the power and prestige
within materialism over taking responsibility for its-self, thus gages its success by personal appearance and monetary
gain, rather than honor and quality of life.

Therefore, consider that this current service-to-self orientation is now primed for self-destruction in order to make way for
a natural cyclical renewal, a rebooting of the matrix granting each fragment of the whole to, again place its-self within the
vibration of its own choosing, either remaining aligned with the current fear-based service-to-self orientation's saviorship
drama or to return to our original symbiotic service to the other-self orientation which maintains the non-interference
radiant dispersion that is the other-self concerned polarity within the creation
 (Witch of the East) However, those unwilling
to choose polarity will default, thus choose to become luke warm
(Non-conductive), thus creating a three way split.

Although learning about our origin and the drama that has been created around the 12-21-2012 event are quite
entertaining, this focus seems to be more of a distraction driving the masses away from their primary purpose for "falling"
into physicality. And although this website focuses on my interests regarding exposing the many STS distortions within
current belief systems, I wish to caution my readers to focus, not so much on the mechanics that brought you here, nor
what 12-21-2012 may, or may not bring, but rather focus on why you are here on planet earth.

Physicality is a boarding school, a self-imposed prison of sorts and only you hold the key to your freedom/graduation. No
one but your own subconscious soul memory
(Auntie Em) can tell you why you are here or what you should be doing or
learning because each fragment is on its own individual predetermined path.

I can, however suggest possible reasons; You may be here to
do work on your-self, your altitudes and behaviors.
Possibly are here learning to become honest with your-self and the other-self. You may be here to
learn gratitude or
patience under, what appears to be seemingly formidable odds. Or it could simply be that you are here to experience
something, maybe even as simple as an emotion that you felt you missed out on during a previous visit within this
decelerated vibratory realm of consciousness.

Whatever reason you are here the most difficult part is remembering why you are here within this learning zone of "The
Forgetting"
(yes, you did pick all those whom are part of your experience beforehand. You even waited in line to get here). If most of us
were able to remember why we chose to be here within this particular time line most would lose their desire to progress,
but rather would surely become lukewarm
(complacent) already knowing the hand of cards being played. Therefore, where
each fragment of the whole currently resides allows for many obstacles, unique choices and challenges.

As difficult as this may be for most to consider, judging by the thousands of hours I've spent studying various evidence, it
appears that we have quarantined our-self within an experiment that we, as a group soul have designed in order to see if
"we" can create a like minded multi-personality social memory complex within a multi-cultural melting pod of various races
and ideals.

How did we do this? Take the water colors that are your imagination. Now paint the learning experience of your desire. As
you set into motion the protocols for your forgetting, now insert your-self into the painting. Therefore, you are all and all
as teacher, student and co-creator of your own life adventure having had already chosen your own preset pathway out.

You can not blame another nor deny your way out, you can not steal your way out, you can not lie, hate nor cheat your
way out, you must love your way back out. Only by taking responsibility for your own actions and seeking the true form of
love within unity does the doorway open. If you wish to open the door then learn to see that others are not their attitudes,
behaviors and ideals in order to accept them for the role they are playing in your experience despite how distasteful their
role may seem, they are the reflection of your-self.  

While a few set the protocols to awaken sooner than others, it seems most wish to explore the coming events of 12-21-
2012 and life in general without any recall at all. These are the true explores. My hat off to you. Yet, it appears that some
are a rag tag group of screw-ups that continue to remain lukewarm therefore are stuck on the perpetual merry-go-round
of indifference, thus repeating the same cycle over and over. "You/I/us/we
(Dorthy) will never be "free" as long as
you/I/us/we continue locked within these short wave incarnational cycles. Just your/I/us/we being here should be an
indication of this, and "here" is
not where most of you/I/us/we think you/I/us/we are." - Hidden_Hand

It also appears that most are aiding the distortion within their predetermined realities that has deemed those with
extraordinary insights Witches or Demons. This mentality is same that deemed
The Law of One and the other related
material on my
Ancient Wisdom page unorthodox, thus preventing these from accepting what the still small voice of the
eternal spirit-self, or oversoul is trying to remind these of.

If you are already feeling overwhelmed by what you have read here, it may be best for you to stop! You are NOT
ready! Therefore, do not be concerned because it is
NOT important for you to understand the concepts on this website.
If a high enough percentile remembered the roles they are playing within the story called "Life in physical 3D" the matrix
would collapse and the catalyst that promotes the learning process would conclude, which will happen when the process
is complete.

What is important is that you get off the
proverbial pot and polarize in order to graduate (If it is your desire) as "time" is
quickly running out to choose during this cycle! Yet, understand that; "the One Infinite Creator is no respecter of polarity
but offers Itself in full to all." -
The Law of One. In other words; There is no correct nor incorrect pathway to "heaven"
(because you only left heaven in a mental sense)
but rather are only lessons to be learnt upon the chosen experience.  

However, if you feel that you must know then also consider that; "The STS hierarchy is a vehicle of transformation
even when it acts to suppress information and keep species in obedience to its controlling hand" -
Wingmakers. "The
crusaders move
(during portal opening opportunities) in their chariots to conquer (through parasitic mental manipulation) planetary
mind/body/spirit social complexes before they reach the stage of achieving social memory." -
The Law of One

Therefore, for the last 309,000 yrs (approx. is the time since last portal opening which allowed us the choice to fall into physicality)
planet earth has been under the persuasion of the service-to-self hierarchy. Now anyone who thinks independently of the
stats quo are deemed a terrorist, a heretic, called crazy and ostracized by the other-self, making it rather difficult for
pioneers wishing to dispel the many myths created by these parasitic pathological pawns to express our-self.

And that
behind the curtain there is only one of us here, that you/I/us/we are created in the image of pure
consciousness. A consciousness that fragmented its-self into many-ness in order to project its spirit-self into holographic
projections, i.e.; material bodies, earth-suits, avatars, etc... And that each
true fragment is subconsciously directing its
own unique experience from higher frequencies of consciousness. However, there are millions upon this planet who have
no say, have no free-willed choices to make, but rather are purely programmed artificial soul projections
(organic portals)
acting as catalyst/exciter.

And that time, as you/I/us/we currently perceive it is merely an illusion that you/I/us/we, as a fragmented group soul are co-
creating. And that as selves, are fragments of the whole
(individualized/non-complex) which are a quarantined social memory
which has locked its-self within this short wave
time loop and/or lag time sleep state incarnational cycle in order to
permit accelerated learning, and/or to experience an opposing experience
(karmic reflection) via the potentialities within the
exciter/catalyst/potentiator that calls its-self the social memory complex "Lucifer"

However, have most become luke warm and are now so programmed by the STS orientation that these have lost all recall
of their true residence within the higher octaves of consciousness? Or is it that these have decided not to allow their free-
will to aid in their further inward, thus upwards progression, but rather have given into the illusion of separation from the
all father
(GOD), thus have chosen to just follow The Wizard without question? Thus, turning over their free-will, their
power to the STS realms of consciousness desirous to suppress their soul matrix in order to maintain control over lower
realms of consciousness?

Or is it that 85% of the people are just acutely susceptible to the hypnotic and suggestive
mind manipulation that stems
from the STS realms of consciousness, thus believing they are in control of their thought processes, when in reality these
are programmed to play out the expose the evil witch role, thus creating the required energies that feed the STS realms
of consciousness as the
Waves Series Transcripts claims? "Those who hunt the witch, become the witch they hunt"

Do we really need to pray with our head bowed, thus bending our cosmic antenna? Or must we hold our hands up in a
ritualized fashion, worship and place our faith in a savior in order to be set free from these incarnational cycles as some
of the various fragments of the Abrahamic faith
(The Wizard) promote? If there is only one of "us" here, is it then not rather
ridicules to worship, as to worship anything or another-self is to worship the self?

What caused the distortion to worship the self? Did the Crusaders, aka The Aryan Brotherhood of the Serpent
chain-of-command
distort the ancient stories and the biographies of Jesus and Muhammad in order to maintain its
power, thus creating
Mecca/Vatican II (The Emerald City)? And do these desire to continue their control over the masses
that require a cosmic babysitter, even after the transfer into higher realms of consciousness?

Are STS realms of consciousness time manipulators, therefore can change past events in order to create time lines
(thus
creates the deja vu phenomena)
in order to persuade/program the mass mind? It appears so, as most people that I
communicate with respond to my comments with preprogrammed responses.

Did we make a soul contract with the "born to lead" social memory complex that calls its-self "Lucifer" to be the
catalyst/exciter that allows us choice? And are we Lucifer the so called "fallen angel" via our alignment because we
obliged as
The Waves Series Transcripts and Law of One both claim?

Is the STS chain-of-command then allowed to manipulate our free-will because it is their free-will to create the
divisiveness of national patriotism as was depicted within the comedy "Born in the USA"? Were the Abrahamic faiths
purposely designed to create the "them against us" war mentality insuring service-to-self survival? Hidden-Hand claimed
that whatever his family promotes, whatever course of action they take is designed to create as much negative human
emotion as possible, and that it is our inaction that allows such.

So what knowledge is the "born to lead" family contracted to hide from us? Why are the "on a need to know bases" lower
levels of this family using our tax dollars to
dig huge underground bunkers, (parts of which were destroyed in August of
2011) creating seed banks and allowing the Tara Forming of this planet to take place? Is the earth now passing through
a super wave of photon particles. Is it possible that planet earth is the convergence point for
a major paradigm shift in
conscious awareness
that will aid each individual to find a matching resonate frequency where it can continue to
progress at its own rate?

We hear much talk today about ascension and enlightenment. It's as if there is some force outside of our-self that we
must place our faith in, in order to be made whole again. Or as if we are required to "go" somewhere in order to find "it"
with the aid of magical words, physical movement, a ritual or a belief system based on the guidance of a guru.

But where will you go?  Do you need to go anywhere? Or rather is it an "inside job" based on willingness? Are we, the
truer-self still residing within the Grand Gallery of the first thought (God) viewing the art on the gallery walls? Is ascension
more about a willingness to change the slide in the slide projector, moving to the next frame, the next picture on the wall?

Is the DNA, of those willing, slowly unlocking, thus allowing these to become
Homo Luminous (a new tribe of people) as the
Inca elders claim? Does zero point time mark the end of linear time for some of us? Is the dark rift that the Elders of Zion
hope for beginning? Is this what
The Wave Series Transcripts terms "Realm Border Crossing" (The Tornado), what
Church Inc. terms "Rapture"?

Is
Planet X/Nibiru a cluster of comets that was previously seen as a solid mass from our 3D, therefore limited
perspective? Is this comet cluster the physical manifestation of an antimatter energy wave which creates a cyclical shift in
conscious awareness, or is the comet being called
"Elenin" really one of our sun's electrons? If Elenin is a comet, does it
have relatives? NASA has apparently blocked the viewing area within its control. If so, it would seem that the lower level
powers-that-be are aware of a coming event but are creating disinformation in order to hide it from us out of fear of losing
control of the masses.

Is this event, again birthing the Aquarian healing feminine ethical aspect of creation, the sheep, Sophie, right hand,
East,
the service to the other-self candidates, the Children of The Law of One that are non-desirous to possess the other-self
from the current Piscean fear based, thus war torn political/religious Hell, fire and damnation crusaders with the "them"
against "us" masculine moral goat mentality, left hand,
West, the service-to-self Sons of Belial, the selfish-self, the
flaming sword which bars re-entry into the Garden-of-our-Eden, fearing it will lose control?

So what do we, as a group soul have planned for our-self in the days ahead?

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