Because once we believe we know all we need to know, we then stop asking questions.
Once we stop asking questions, the creation then stops providing answers.
Therefore, if you are one of those few who has gained enough courage to cross that scary fringe line to begin
questioning the official story presented by the old world propaganda machine, which directs the perception of
most inhabitants of this planet, then let the journey within begin.
However, keep in mind that evidence is not proof.
I have spent most of my adult life considering many of mankind's various philosophies, old and new.
Within some I discovered a commonality hidden within.
Where it seems as if, the greatest mystery of all is the possibility that we are an experiment, and that your/our
higher-self has been directing the show from behind the scene.
Is it possible that we are all here for various reasons, each playing its various role within an experiment designed
to help us work off karmic entanglements that we do not remember creating, while others are here to learn new
things under an unseen archetypal and potentiator which is all designed to help us unite our various races into
one complete soul grouping? It seems so.
It also seems that it is no longer magic once one becomes willing to know what The Wizard knows because,
unbeknownst to even its author, The original Wizard of Oz story was/is, as are other mediums such as The
Matrix, an allegory of what is actually occurring within the creation.
However, only those with ears to hear what the spirit-self sees will understand this, or any of the following.
Therefore, it is only when one learns to turn its fears into curiosity, and its racism, hatreds and resentments into
acceptance is one truly free.
It seems that the Ruling Class are here merely acting as a physical refection reflecting back to us our
subconscious desire for excessive wealth, our selfish aggrandisements and our inner desire to abridge the free-
will of others. As our judgements and resentments progress, our desires for revenge grows ever stronger
creating the negative energies which the unseen parasites then feast upon.
These hidden-hands are all opportunists, and as long as we allow them opportunity, they will continue to pit us
one against the other within this battle of wills.
If one thinks of the creation as a tree, and all this one can see is the tree trunk, this one can then only speculate
where the tree top ends, or how deep its roots go.
Therefore, in my estimation all ideals based within 3D realms of consciousness are speculation. All is, therefore
open for debate because evidence is not proof of anything simply because of our limited conceptualization, thus
the birth of the paradox.
Therefore, the fact is, there are no facts, but rather are only our various interpretations that we perceive to
have witnessed, have heard of or read about through the experiences/interpretations of the other-self. This is
why SOME of my readers will notice that I use (?) question marks often on this website.
If you desire absolutes, good luck. Just as life is religion, religion then holds much paradox to untangle.
It is my free-will choice to place links to various materials and to write my interpretations within the many
pages of this website, but is your free-will choice to read or not to read the material.
If you wish to continue leaning upon your own understanding, this is your free-will choice and I will honor your
choice, as even intelligent infinity (Is what worldly Christians call "The Holy Spirit", is Chinese "Ch'i". Is a creative
energy field containing a collective knowledge of the creation) will not violate free-will directive #1 which allows us
to believe whatever we wish to believe.
Therefore, our mental free-will can not be abridged, unless we oblige. Yet, it appears that most, if not all of us
have allowed our free-will to be abridged at various degrees.
Much like a multi-facet diamond, each page of this website consists of interlocking pieces to a comic puzzle
where realms of consciousness (Glenda) reside within the time/space (antimatter) octaves (Kansas, a fast
moving train) just below the unified field of consciousness.
Within the framework of this website are many links to various texts for those who enjoy reading and videos &
podcasts for the 97% of those who do not.
If it is your desire, I challenge you to put any preconceived notions that you may have aside, thus easing your
mind of the endless dogmatic clutter residing within various levels of consciousness in order to take in all you can
on this website.
My goal is not to tell you what my opinions are, but rather to provide the catalyst that creates the "ah ha!"
moment which began Alice's adventure down the proverbial rabbit hole that facilitates consideration of a reality
which has been hidden from us for countless generations.
Where some appear to be so limited in their understanding that all they can focus on is self-survival and endless
entertainment, others seek the limitations within, so called "Modern Science" to explain the what, when, how and
whys of life.
Whereas, most seek refuge in the Santa God where their imagination sector, with aid, has created the ruby
slippers of the hierarchical Saviorship drama.
Here some mix quinine with eye of gnute...then shake it three times over their head in a burlap sack while saying
three Hail Marys, and all while ingesting unleavened bread and grape juice in order to transition to
heaven/paradise. Therefore, for now, only the few have become willing to consider the possibility that we are
"All things are connected. Whatever befalls the earth (the creation), Befalls the sons of the earth. Man did not
weave the web of life, He is merely a strand in it. Whatever he does to the web, He does to himself.” - Chief
However, if you have difficultly reading, even the remainder of this page, or you just don't get it, nor have desire
to do so, then your time has not yet come to see through the illusion of physical sensate because it is natural
for most to protect their belief system at any cost simply because, not only have such belief systems become
their identity, but they also feel secure continuing to reject any ideals that are based outside of their comfort
"All in due time my pretty, all in due time". Knowing is a slow process, not an event.
Therefore, this website is only for those few who are truly ready to pull back the curtain.
If you have begun to realize that things are not what they seem, that some sort of a multi-dimensional battle
of wills is being waged through us and that our DNA (The operating system, our now dormant pituitary gland is
the up link) became distorted (limited) at the time of our fall/devolution (Tornado) which then created an
alignment with a fear-based orientation, then this website may aid in your exploration.
Within the creation there is claimed to be a duality working in concert to create various experiences where Prime
Creator (I am/God/macrocosm/Logos) acted as a vehicle dragging a chain.
You/I/us/we are the sparks (that I am/co-creators/microcosm/Logi) that the chain created (explosion of spores,
big bang) as Prime Creator then learns of its full potential manifesting and expressing its-self vicariously through
its many-ness (us, Dorothy) within the dualities of light (antimatter/timelessness) vs darkness (matter/linear
based time), service-to-the-other-self (STO, outward expanding) vs service-to-self (STS, inward consuming),
as was depicted within the symbolic story of Cain & Abel, thus created the cosmic drama of its desire.
STS is said to be our current "fallen" orientation. It gages its success by technological advancement, monetary
gain and personal appearance. STS is the prideful self-absorbent, self-aggrandizement black hole, is the
domineering desire (Witch of the West) which feeds off (loosh effect) of the fear-based energy field within the
human psyche much the way a physical parasite consumes a host's blood plasma.
Whereas STO (Witch of the East) feeds off of the positive energies created, STS desires to control and to be
worshipped. Evidence of STS domination can be witnessed within "You shall (not) have any other god(s) before
Therefore, "we" are not at the top of so called "food chain" but rather are currently having conscious awareness
within the lowest realms of consciousness that feeds both STS and STO within the cosmic drama of Prime
Creator knowing its-self.
Most of us think in terms of good or bad, black and white, whereas Prime Creator (god or goodness) resides
within the grey in between (neutrality) in order to know and understand its-self free of the bias and assumptions
(noise/distortion) which black and white thinking creates.
However, at this point in the evolutionary process the STS orientation has created a domineering imbalance that
has primed its-self for self-destruction causing a renewal of the mind, a rebooting (balancing, creating a level
playing field) of the matrix which co-creates our current reality.
In order for the creation to reestablish homeostasis will some be required to remain STS self-absorbent? Will
some become the non-interference radiant disposition of STO? Will the remainder become the default of
lukewarm, thus non-conductive creating a three way split?
Or will the evolutionary process finally be complete allowing all thought to reunify ending the need for duality? Or
does the creation continue returning to the proverbial ink well where it recreates its-self over and over?
This fear-based reality, which created our current state of limited conceptualization, was the choice we made
within the symbolic story of The Tree of Good vs Evil. Within that choice we then became co-creators of our
own reality. A reality that a few of us are now ready to shed.
The current reality is what created the veiling of our consciousness from the still small voice (Auntie Am) of the
eternal universal consciousness (God/nucleus) within each of us (the electrons which completes the atom or
Therefore, our spiritual eyes were then closed causing the birth of the fearful separate selfish-self, hence;
spiritual darkness fell upon the earth. Therefore, if you wish to win the battle being waged from without, firstly
you must learn how to win the battle now being waged from within your own-self, for this is the root cause of
every battle being waged without.
As was foretold by one of the most well known of the STO physical manifestations that most call "Jesus"
(worldly Christian's ruby slippers) hoped to convey through the STS filtering system (his words were censored
to achieve social/political/economic/religious and military manipulation through Constantine in 324 A.D. then by
King James in 1611, then again by NIV in our current experience), some of us are the evidence of a shifting
paradigm in conscious awareness, a lifting of the veil which slowly works to end the spiritual amnesia which
created the need for the pacifier that are the various man-made religions most follow today.
Therefore, I realize that most people are currently programmed into the fear-based Saviorship drama not
realizing the modus operandi of such belief systems and how such are/were purposely designed to suppress
knowledge of the Creational Law that ones such as Jesus taught in order to maintain dependency through the
fostering of fear & uncertainty in order to further the separatism nation-state (my team/your team) STS
ownership mentality that is created by man-made religion, which then creates emotional loyalty which creates
racism, bias, prejudice, mistrust, hatred, warring and the wishful thinking which causes the admirer of such belief
systems to see and believe only what they desire because we are currently the co-creators of our own reality.
As co-creators, (the expression/experience of that which is called "God" or "goodness" by most, while wearing
our daddy's "God's" shoes) even after taking permanent or temporary leave of our earth-suits, whatever belief
system is our foundation is the system that must play its-self out until our brief system converges with universal
consciousness (the creation, that which is called "God" or "good").
Therefore, if you are of the fear based Hell, fire and damnation persuasion, then, if you have allowed its shame
and blame game to govern your experience then you will manifest a Hell, fire and damnation for a time. (such has
become the co-creation of most, therefore Armageddon was/is a co-creation, therefore becomes a self-
Whereas, if shame and guilt are not part of your experience, this one often experiences a lighted tunnel, or
silver thread (The Tree of Life contains protective conduits connecting all realms of consciousness to rest and
reflection, i.e. Heaven/Paradise where conversations take place within the energy signatures left behind of their
Others witness the keeper of knowledge in the form of a humanoid snake. These are just some examples of the
various out of body and psychotropic experiences which are based, some on conscious expectations/asumptions
(which co-create), while others are based on subconscious past memories.
In other words: Our limited perspective (while wearing our daddy's big shoes) governs our co-creation(s), but
our limited perspective does not govern the creation. The fear based Saviorship drama, that is man-made religion
creates a narrow bandwidth (mental knot) which conditions its followers to create predetermined realities, (co-
creations) which then restrict the flow of intelligent infinity.
And intelligent infinity is knowledge (spiritual light), and true knowledge is true love in its purist form, and is NOT
within human chemical gland secretions which create human emotions. (In our current STS state we love others
based on our own selfish needs and desires. Is conditional love, is in service-to-self.
Human emotions are created by electrical impulses occurring within a vacuum (separate) that are not interfaced
(unified) with the rest of creation until there is an alignment which then creates a convergence of all time lines
and the experiences the various time lines have created. (Transitioning from this slow speed train to the high
speed train may be akin to physically grabbing the side mirror of a car going down a freeway... it will be a major
Consider this: If you were born in the West, chances are you are of the Judeo-Christian persuasion. Whereas, if
you were born in the East, chances are you are of the Muslim persuasion. Whether such belief systems are sold
under brand names such as Judaism, Muslim, Christian or its hundreds of variations... all are STS fear based
mind prisons that create bias and intolerance which keep the simpleton locked within the black hole of willful
ignorance (spiritual darkness), thus constantly at war with the other-self.
Once more of the people of planet earth begin to realize that Yahweh and Allah are one in the same... Satan,
darkness/ignorance will no longer have a place to hide;
"When there is ignorance (limitation), there is no opportunity" - The Law of One. And "when one has been
indoctrinated by religion, culture and/or science, they are predisposed to view all things in the sense of the
measurable physical reality exclusively."
And "Once one understands that all there is, is lessons to be learnt, this one no longer searches for the non-
existent and unnecessary, safety net." (Your need for The Ruby Slippers is an illusion, you never lost your
connection to wholeness, it is temporally hidden from your view) "When energy is no longer needed to support
the illusion (of separation from the whole/God) it is then available for knowledge and awareness." - The Wave
"Those who know not that they are one, act not as one. Those who act not as one, create not love, but rather
suffering and disharmony. What you create, you receive. Therefore, the fruits of your acts will follow your days".
- Zain, a remnant of the Children of The Law of One.
"There is one (true) God, but within that God are many. There is one self, but within that self are many. There
is one body, in one time, but the self has other bodies in other times. All 'times' exist at once." - Seth
However, one of the most beautiful aspects of being a co-creative free-willed thought form is that each individual
is now allowed a god of their own understanding. Yet, as one transcends the crusaders STS hierarchal barriers
and peers into the eyes of one's Creator, this one then realizes that creation and creator are one in the same.
And that, the only sin is within one's desire to seek the difference, thus, hampering Prime Creators effort to
freely express its-self within the other-self, rather than the one constant similarity; the divine spark within each
fragment of the whole.
And, within the crusader's STS fear-based hierarchical chain-of-command, by design, there are as many co-
creations regarding who and what "God" is as there are people to consider such a concept. Therefore, it is not
my intention to change your religious philosophies because, not only do I understand that those lacking
understanding of the physics which govern the creation only have man-made religion to help them make sense of
this realm of consciousness, but also that such belief systems are nothing more than creative energies (co-
creations) that dissipate as paradigms shift causing our reality to progressively reunify with universal
Although learning about our origin and the drama that has been created around the 12-21-2012 process (not
an event, Learn the difference) are quite entertaining, this focus seemed to be more of a distraction driving the
masses away from their personal purpose for falling into physicality.
And although this website focuses primarily on my interests regarding exposing the many STS distortions within
current belief systems, I wish to caution my readers to focus, not so much on the mechanics that brought you
here, nor what the 12-21-2012 process may, or may not have presented, but rather focus on why you are
residing within a 2D earth-suit having a 3D physical experience.
Apparently, physicality is a boarding school, a self-imposed prison of sorts. (Did we not look before we leaped,
or did we leap into physicality having full knowledge of outcome, or was manipulation involved?) Do we hold the
key to our freedom/graduation? Can our subconscious soul memory tell us why we are here or what we should
be doing or learning? Is each fragment on its own individual predetermined path?
I can suggest possible reasons why we are here; We may be here to do work on our-selves, our attitudes and
behaviors. Possibly are here learning to become honest with our-self and the other-self. We may be here to
learn gratitude or patience under, what appears to be seemingly formidable odds. Or it could simply be that we
are here to experience something, maybe even as simple as an emotion that we felt we missed out on during a
previous visit within this decelerated vibratory realm of consciousness.
Whatever reason we are here the most difficult part is remembering why we are here within this learning zone of
"The Forgetting" (yes, you did pick all those whom are part of your experience beforehand. You even waited in
line to get here).
If most of us were able to remember why we chose to be here within this particular time line most would lose
their desire to progress, but rather would surely become lukewarm (complacent) already knowing the hand of
cards being played. Therefore, where each fragment of the whole currently resides allows for many obstacles,
unique choices and challenges.
Judging by the thousands of hours I've spent studying various evidence, it appears that we are quarantined
within an experiment that only our highest levels of consciousness fully understand. And that, however we
arrived here one goal is to see if we can create a like minded multi-personality social memory complex within a
multi-cultural melting pot of various races and ideals.
Apparently, planet earth is rather unique because of its diversity of races from within this sector. Our earth-suits
were genetically modified using various species from within this sector, but our souls, or spirit-selves having
traveled here on waves of energy from various locations from within various octaves of consciousness.
How did we do this? Take the water colors that are your imagination. Now paint the learning experience of your
desire. As you set into motion the protocols for your forgetting, now insert your-self into the painting.
Therefore, you are all and all as teacher, student and co-creator of your own physical life adventure having had
already chosen your own preset time and pathway out.
Therefore, we can not blame another nor deny our way out, we can not steal our way out, we can not lie, hate
nor cheat our way out, we must learn to love our way back out. Only by taking responsibility for our own actions
and seeking the true form of love within unity does the doorway open.
If we wish to open the door, we must first learn to see that others are not their attitudes, behaviors and ideals
in order to accept them for the role they are playing within our own experience despite how distasteful their role
may seem, because they are the reflection of our own-self.
While a few set the protocols to awaken sooner than others, it seems most wish to explore physical life without
any recall at all. These are the true explores. My hat off to you. Yet, it appears that many are a rag tag group of
screw-ups that continue to remain lukewarm, therefore are stuck on the perpetual merry-go-round of
indifference, thus repeating the same cycle over and over again.
Therefore, you/I/us/we will never be free as long as you/I/us/we continue locked within these short wave
incarnational cycles. "Just your being here should be an indication of this, and here is not where most of you
think you are." - Hidden_Hand
It also appears that most are aiding the distortion within their predetermined realities that has deemed those
with extraordinary insights Witches or Demons. This mentality is same that deemed The Law of One and the
other related material, which I posted links to on my Ancient Wisdom page, unorthodox, thus preventing these
from considering what the still small voice of the eternal spirit-self, or oversoul is trying to remind these that....
"The hierarchy is a vehicle of transformation even when it acts to suppress information and keep species in
obedience to its controlling hand" - Wingmakers. And that "The crusaders move (during portal opening
opportunities?) in their chariots to conquer (through parasitic mental manipulation?) planetary mind/body/spirit
social complexes before they reach the stage of achieving social memory (unified thought?)." - The Law of One
Therefore, for the last 309,000 yrs (approx. is the time since last portal opening when earths magnetic poles
shifted allowing us the option to open Pandora's Box) planet earth has been under the persuasion of the service-
Now anyone who thinks independently of the stats quo are deemed a terrorist, a heretic, called crazy and
ostracized by the other-self, thus making it rather difficult for pioneers wishing to dispel the many myths created
by these parasitic pathological pawns to express our-self.
And that behind the curtain there is only one of us here, that you/I/us/we are created in the image of pure
consciousness. A consciousness that fragmented its-self into many-ness in order to project its spirit-self into
holographic projections, i.e.; material bodies, earth-suits, avatars, etc...
And that each true fragment is subconsciously directing its own unique experience from higher frequencies of
consciousness. However, there over a million thought forms on this planet who have no say, have no free-willed
choices to make, but rather are purely programmed artificial soul projections ("golems" organic portals) acting as
And that linear time, as you/I/us/we currently perceive it is merely an illusion that you/I/us/we, as a fragmented
group soul are co-creating. And that as individualized/non-complex selves are quarantined within a short wave
lag time loop (within a time loop the first word ever spoken can still be heard, and the last has already been said)
Are some, or all of us using this potentiator which resides within the linear time matrix to help us clear our
karmic record? It seems that karma is a friend that never forgets, that is always willing to help us remember how
to get back to where we are.
However, have most of us just given into the illusion of separation from the all father (GOD), thus have chosen
to just follow The Wizard without question? Thus, turning over our own power to the STS realms of
consciousness that are desirous to suppress our soul matrix in order to maintain control over our lower realms
Or is it that 85% of the people are just acutely susceptible to the hypnotic and suggestive mental manipulation
that stems from the STS realms of consciousness, thus believing they are in control of their thought processes,
when in reality these are programmed to play out the expose the evil witch role ("my religion, my understanding
is the only true gate to God" mentality), thus creating the required energies that feed the STS realms of
consciousness? Hence, "Those who hunt the witch, become the witch they hunt".
Do we need to worship a deity or place our faith in a savior in order to be set free from these incarnational cycles
as some of the various fragments of the Abrahamic Covenant (The Wizard) promote? If there is only one of
"us" here, is it then not rather ridiculous to worship, as to worship anything or another-self is to worship the
What caused the distortion to worship the self? Did the Crusaders, aka The Brotherhood of the Serpent
hierarchical chain-of-command, working through its alliances such as the Israeli Authority & Jesuit Priesthood
distort the ancient stories and the biographies of Jesus/Muhammad (are one in the same spirit-self as were
Buddha, Gandhi and a few others who have graced planet earth) in order to maintain STS supremacy, thus
created Mecca/Vatican City (The Emerald City)?
And do these desire to continue their control over those that require a hero to worship, even after the transfer
back into higher realms of consciousness?
Is the STS chain-of-command allowed to manipulate our free-will because it is their free-will to create the
divisiveness of national patriotism as was depicted within the comedy "Born in the USA"? Was the Abrahamic
Covenant purposely designed to create the "them against us" war mentality insuring service-to-self survival?
Hidden-Hand claimed that whatever his family promotes, whatever course of action they take is designed to
create negative human emotion, and that it is our inaction that allows such.
Are STS realms of consciousness time manipulators, therefore can change past events in order to create time
lines (thus creates the deja vu phenomena/glitch) in order to persuade the mass mind? It appears so, as most
people that I communicate with respond to my comments with preprogrammed responses.
Did we make a soul contract with the social memory complex that calls its-self "Lucifer" to be the
catalyst/exciter/potentiator that allows us choice? And are we Lucifer, the so called "fallen angel" via our
alignment because we obliged as The Waves Series Transcripts and The Law of One both claim?
If so, who is this bloodline, and where are they from? Hidden_Hand claimed that he is not a member of the
Draconian race. Was he telling us what he was told to say, does he really remember who he is, or is he also a
Is he really a member of one of the many Annunaki races (Anu and his begotten son Enki?, or Enlil? of virgin
birth. Where have you heard that story replicated? Did you ever wonder why the last known physical birth of
Jesus is celebrated during the rising sun/son of the winter solstice?
Todays religions are obviously based on the same astral theology as were Sumerian, Babylonian, Egyptian and
other gods of the ancient world.
So who are the crusaders within The Law of One? Who is the Lizard race within The Wave Series? Is the
Annunaki and Draconian race one in the same, part of our biological kinfolk?
If Hidden_Hand was telling the truth and that his bloodline was "born to lead", then why are their political pawns
being allowed to use our tax dollars to create endless wars (not only to maintain STS supremacy through ritual
human sacrifice, but also to rob nations of their resources under the guise of democracy?), digging huge
underground bunkers, (shelter from upcoming catechisms?) allowing physical abductions (to perform genetic
experiments?) and the terraforming (to create an environment conducive for a new species?) of this planet to
take place? What do they know, or think they know?
Is planet earth beginning to pass through a super wave of photon particles? Is it possible that planet earth is a
convergence point for a major paradigm shift in conscious awareness that will aid each individual to find a
matching resonate frequency where it can continue to progress at its own rate?
And is the DNA, of those willing slowly reactivating, thus allowing these to return to our original Homo
Luminous estate as the Inca elders claim?
Does zero point time mark the end of linear time for some of us? Is this what The Wave Series terms "Realm
Border Crossing" (The Tornado), what Church Inc. terms "Rapture"? (There is documented evidence that the
energy field of the entire creation is changing more each day. I see evidence of this through the growing mistrust
people have for established institutions.)
Is Planet X/Nibiru really a cluster of comets that was previously seen as a solid mass from our 3D, therefore
limited perspective? Is this the comet cluster explained within The Waves Series as a physical manifestation of
an antimatter energy wave which creates a cyclical shift in conscious awareness, creating a reactivation of all 12
strains of our DNA?
Are the powers-that-be hoping that their technologies, such as microwaves and HAARP will prevent this naturally
occurring process from taking place?
Is Realm Border Crossing, pole shift and convergence all part of a process, and will this process begin the rebirth
of the Omega cooperative Aquarian feminine healing, the ethical aspect of the creation, the sheep, Sophie, right
hand, East, the STO candidates, the Children of The Law of One who are non-desirous to abridge the free-will of
the other-self, the current Piscean competitive fear based....
Thus war torn political/religious Hell, fire and damnation crusaders with the "them" against "us" Alpha male moral
goat mentality, left hand, West, the STS Sons of Belial, the separate selfish-self, the flaming sword which bars
re-entry into the Garden-of-our-Eden fearing it will lose the domination it has enjoyed for the last 12 cycles
through the galactic center, or 309,000 years, as we measure linear time?
It seems to me it's now time to celebrate our individual uniqueness rather than continue to fear it. Just that
thought could transform our world, our reality ending mistrust and warring over night.
Levitical morality played its role, we all learned much from it and now it is time to thank it and prepare for the
time of ethics to heal our wounds and set us free to experience what we have learned.
You may now understand that when viewed from the first thought (God) "they" are a version of you, and that
any separation between is an illusion.
When the light comes back on, I do believe that we are all going to be in for a pleasant surprise having realized
that the paradox had a solution and that nothing was what it seemed.
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